100 Posts

So I realized that I've reached 100 posts! 
(currently at 115, which astonishes me)

So in light of it, thought I'd post some things about myself.

1. I am very sensitive.
2. I hold grudges for a long time, even when I try to forgive.
3. I am easily offended.
4. I am very jealous sometimes, and I find it silly of myself.
5. I am not as confident as I may appear at times.
6. I am very independent.
7. I have a hard time letting others in.
8. I have a hard time trusting people sometimes.
9. I love my kids more than I could ever begin to explain.
10. I believe that there really are such a thing as "Soul Mates", and honestly believe that I am with mine.
11. I am still regularly baffled by how much I love Travis, and can't believe
that he really loves me that much too.
12. Sometimes find myself thinking that not many people really know me.
13. Surprised that some of my greatest friends are actually related to me. 
14. I like some random types of music.  Really, anything but hard core rock.
15. I am very judgemental.
16. I am really hard on myself sometimes.
17. I am a hard core worrier.  And I wish I could stop that.
18. With some things, I border on OCD.
19. I have nightmares from time to time, and have to wake up Trav...or turn on the TV.
20. I have a hard time when Trav is gone at night.  Don't like being in the house alone in the dark; for some odd reason.
21. I fear losing my family, in a freak accident, or other horrific way.  I try not to think about it.
22. I love being a stay at home mom, even though it's such a new thing for me.
23. Can't fathom having to go back to work, but worry that I will have to at some point.
24. I LOVE animals.  Wish I could have endless types and amounts. I would have one or more of practically anything or everything; if I had the money and enough space.
25. I feel a lot different than I look most of the time.
26. I miss the people that I worked with.
27. I appreciate Travis working so hard for our family, more than I probably tell him.
28. I love the color purple.  But blues and greens are a close second.
29. I love nature, even though I don't always spend a lot of time in it.
30. I want to travel, go to exotic places.
31. I want to explore more of Utah.  I don't think I've seen much of it.
32. I love camping. But not the packing and unpacking for it. :D ha ha
33. I love going to family reunions.  One of my favorite memories growing up.
34. I love scrap booking. But some people may not know how OBSESSED I   am with it.
35. I am a soda and energy drink junkie.  And quiting is probably one of the most difficult things I face.
36. I don't go swimming much, but when I do, I thoroughly enjoy it.
37. I am mostly a motivated person.  But sometimes just don't care or want to do anything.
38. I love making to do lists. And it feels good when I actually get to cross things off that I've done.
39. I love to type.
40. I love to read. Even though I don't always make a lot of time for it.
41. I love to write. Probably why I make lists.
42. I love to listen to music.
43. When I am upset, sometimes I just drive around blasting the radio, with the windows down.
44. I don't make a lot of time to do things for myself.
45. Sometimes doing things for myself makes me feel guilty.
46. I love being a PTA mom, and being home to take and pick up Dylan from school.
47. I like to have structure.
48. I can be petty about silly stuff sometimes.
49. I hate to wash dishes by hand. And my dishwasher is broken.
50. I love to bake and cook.
51. I like to make new things to eat, and Travis usually doesn't like me to.
52. I can be creative when I want to be or try.
53. The mess on my desk bugs me.
54. I am an organizer. Sometimes just enjoy cleaning out crap and rearranging.
55. I don't really enjoy watching sports, but sometimes the athletes are hot; so it makes it worth it. ha ha
56. Sometimes it's nice to hang out with Trav while he watches sports too.
57. I don't know why, but I love office supplies. Pens, pencils, paper, notepads etc.  WEIRDO
58. I love texting, but don't hear from some of the people I would like to very often.
59. I talk to or text two people almost every day.
60. I like shopping. Even if I have no reason to go.
61. I am sometimes a home body.
62. I am also sometimes a busy body.
63. I love my tattoos, and want to get more at some point.
64. I am very sentimental. 
65. I have a hard time getting rid of things that my kids have made or helped with.
66. I love to reminisce about the past.
67. Sometimes I wish I were less serious.
68. I know I am too serious in a lot of cases. 
69. I probably watch too much TV, and spend too much time on the computer.
70. I get a lot of headaches.  Some I know why, others I can't explain.
71. I like to give.  It makes me happy to see others happy.
72. I think my kids are more spoiled than I wanted them to be.
73. Sometimes think I am too lenient with my kids about some things.
74. I love fixing Kaitlyn's hair different funky ways.
75. I love having a friend who lives two houses away.
76. I like to keep in touch with people.  Even if it's seldom.
77. It bothers me if my toe nails are chipped or grown out.  They must be pristine all the time.
78. I don't like closed toe shoes.  Therefore love summer shoes.
79. I love my eyes, and think I have cute feet.
80. I am pretty moody with Travis these days.  And don't know why! But he seems to be with me anymore too.
81. I have a hard time keeping live plants alive.  Forget to water them.
82. I like decorating.
83. I love doing little things with my kids, that make them feel special and important.
84. I like giving my kids fun rewards for doing a good job.
85. I miss spending time with family that we don't see very often.
86. I worry about my Dad a lot these days.
87. Not having health insurance freaks me out.
88. Some things I really procrastinate.
89. I (me and Trav) tell our kids every night "Love you, sweet dreams and good night".
90. I'm pretty frugal about particular stuff.  I just don't want to spend that much for something I could find cheaper.
91. I don't care if it's name brand or not.
92. I am usually pretty cold.  Like RIGHT NOW!!
93. I love the sounds of laughing.
94. I love seeing Trav and the kids smile.
95. I don't call people as often as I should.
96. I really enjoy sitting around outside at night. I love the moon.
97. I am already learning things from my Kindergartner,  that I didn't know.
98. I have really enjoyed working with Dylan the past few months, to get him ready for school.
99. I hate leather seats in cars.  Too HOT or too COLD.
100. I have enjoyed giving everyone one a little tid-bit of myself.